Faith

George Michael was right when he sang "...you gotta have faith-a, faith-a, faith-ah..."

I had a great weekend. I spent it with my boyfriend and got to catch up with good old friends again. It reminded me of how cool, no, wait, a better word would be....GOOD it is that I can talk to an old friend and we can just pick up from where we left off even if it's been over 1-2 years since we conversed. I appreciate that kind of reconnection very much.

I've also been thinking. Personal events of this past week reminded me to have faith in all things. Things that do or do not happen. Faith that people come and go from my life for a reason. Even if I make a well thought out choice, even that happens for a reason. Faith is what I feel when I suddenly stop crying and feel a sense of calm that everything will be just fine. Insecurities are addressed and must be set aside. Faith does not cost a thing. And it also brings to me...good sleep.

Amen. Amen. Amen.

Burnin' up

My boyfriend and I decided to leave for a walk at about 11am this morning, figuring that it will be good exercise and a good way to complete some errands at the drug store. It started out pretty pleasant. I had my hat on and confortable shoes. I kinda worried that I hadn't put on any sunblock, though. It's super sunny,practically cloudless, and 100 degrees. At about 2 miles, we got distracted at this 99 cent bargain store. Hiding on a bottom shelf were Tide sticks for 99 cent each! What a deal! We grabbed every single one that they had. Could not pass that one up.

Next, we finally hit the drugstore - prescription was not ready yet. What?! I called over 1.5 hours ago and you said it would be done in an hour! I've worked retail before - just don't be promising people stuff like that if you can't keep your end of it, okay? So, we leave and decide to have lunch across the parking lot at Panera bread - Italian Combo on Ciabatta - our favorite. About 30 minutes or so later, we go back to the drugstore - another problem. That took an additional 20 minutes for them to fix. Geez. I know, I think I'm losing patience.

Finally we start walking home and stop by the local market to pick up some sale items we saw in a flyer earlier in week: a pint of blueberries for $2, 2 grapefruits for $1, green beans and broccoli crowns - all for $5 and some change. What a deal. Of course, my boyfriend was my superman who carried all this stuff home. I got to hold our soda cup from Panera bread - the soda was getting warmer and warmer.

Our trek home felt like crossing the Sahara. Whatever that feels like. I mean, it felt hot to me. I have pretty low tolerance for heat and it was getting worn out pretty quickly. My stomach felt full from soda and I was getting a cramp in the middle of my chest. The kind you get after running. It's probably hotter in Vegas though - maybe worse in Arizona. I'm just a pansy.

Hypoglycemia

I waited too long to eat dinner today. My head felt horrible. I was irritable. Voices seemed magnified and I just wanted quiet time. I finally ate my fish taco, curled up on the couch, and watched the Olympics. Blah.

Oddities

Hello, my name is J Dogg and I'm a lip balm addict (step 1). I've been an addict since high school. If I'm ever unequipped with a stick of the stuff for a full day, my lips get dry, painful, and start to slightly peel at the edges. It's disgusting! However, I have discovered for myself the ONLY (I'm serious when I write ONLY) lip balm I will ever need for those times my lips get to the point as described above. I put it on and within hours, my lips feel smooth and the peeling is hardly noticeable. By the next day, my lips are practically back to normal. This product is called Lypsyl and seriously the best thing that came out of Sweden (next to Ikea). Find it at your local drugstore today and try it for your lips' sake.

P.S. The picture shown is the exact product I'm writing about. Don't buy the other kind they make that's a thinner tube. You want that big wide tube in the picture. Got it? Good.
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One thing I take for granted now that I live in southern California are clouds. We rarely have those pretty big puffy clouds (the cumulonimbus kind) but instead the thin high cirrus clouds. I would think that's because where I live, it's essentially a desert; we simply don't get rain for most of the year. So, when the sky happens to have those heavenly looking ones, my boyfriend (who also lives close to me) will call me just to ask, "hey did you see the big poofy clouds? they're beautiful!". It's rather cute really, how he gets all excited. He's from Chicago, if that explains anything. We both came from areas with four seasons.

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Oh my goodness, we went to see Matchbox Twenty last week and can I just tell you how amazing Rob Thomas' voice is? He is so passionate while he's singing. His natural stage presence and voice will hypnotize you; occasionally his eyes will even bug out while playing the piano. The songs sound just like the CD if not better. I was also impressed that after a few opening songs, he stopped to show sincere appreciation for their fans. I really like Matchbox Twenty and Rob Thomas. He seems like a good guy.

End of vacation

So, I took the past week off while my parents were visiting. Yeah, I think they had a lot of fun. I can't believe they're leaving tomorrow already. Where did the time go? Oh, and I really like the idea of taking a vacation at home. Well, it helps that I live in southern California because there's a lot to do. I also LOVED waking up during the week and still feeling surprised every morning saying to myself, hey, I don't have to be at work today!

While my parents were visiting their friends in Orange county, my boyfriend, who also took the week off, and I were excited to begin our week. We went to the beach, visited the science center where the Body Worlds exhibit was on display (a must see, by the way) and that same night, we spontaneously caught a Dodgers game. THE worst part was leaving the parking lot. It took us almost an HOUR to get out. I do not know what they can do to help except to maybe set up some dynamite and blow up a whole side of that crater (the stadium is sort of built inside this crater shaped area). The Angels stadium is so much better on that aspect. Later in the week, we celebrated my boyfriend's 30th b-day (woohoo!) with some friends, spent a day with my parents and their friends starting with a great brunch at the buffet in the Spa Resort Casino, took a trip up the Palm Springs aerial tram, then went down the tram and back on the road towards home to stop by yet another casino. The last stop before heading home was the Desert Premium Outlets. I didn't buy anything though since I'd already spent over $150 on gas in the past week alone. Eek! That's double what I usually spend per month! Oh well, it's okay - I'm on vacation.

Sadly, vacation ends tomorrow night. It was a wonderful week though...and I'll miss my parents when they leave.

Dig 'em!

Most people notice that asparagus can make your pee smell pretty funky. But, have you ever noticed that Kellogg's® Honey Smacks® cereal can also create an odor? I can only describe it as a cross between coffee and honey -- pleasant though. Yeah, I inhaled a nice bowl of this deliciously sweet cereal yesterday morning.

And that frog on the box. I have a theory that he's black.

Doin' it local

I met a trucker who told me that with the declining economy, his main concern right now is finding enough work for his crew. He owns a trucking business and tells me proudly that one of his clients is Langers' and how he distributes their juices to various retailers. A year ago he said, he could rake in about $2500/week! But now, that total is cut in half and half of his month's earning goes towards paying for fuel. That means he spends about $2000/month on diesel gas alone!

That brings me to my point, which is how important it is to buy from your local farmers/makers of whatever is closest to you. If possible, buy from local growers (think fruit and veggie stands) instead of the big name grocery stores because this could reduce trucking costs, fuel use, pollution and traffic. Hmm, I like this trickle down effect.

You see the big picture I'm drawing? I know it's not perfect but it's only an example.

Hiking

I took my first real hike in Hawai'i on the island of Kaua'i. It took 7 hours (that's back and forth). Five years later and having moved to California and meeting my boyfriend, my list of hikes grew longer and even higher! To me, hiking is a good way to get exercise, channeling energy into positive thoughts, and appreciating nature. However, I think I fail to do the last two there. I find myself thinking of all sorts of things and ignoring most of the breathtaking nature around me, which I think is quite sad. On my last hike, while trudging along on the trail, I caught myself thinking of astrology (been reading up on it), work, life, stuff, how my feet are feeling, how I can't wait to head back and be home resting my body. What I really should be thinking about is all that's around me and live in the moment. But my friends, it is way harder than it sounds, to me at least. Well, at least I take lots of pictures and can retrospectively appreciate it, but even still, I know in my heart it is not the same.

Alterum Alterius Auxilio Eget (Each Needs the Help of the Other)

As I was leaving work one day, a tiny old lady (probably 4'8" tall) stopped me and asked if I was going towards the hospital across town. She had this cute accent I couldn't quite make out. Was it Italian? Anyway, I asked her why and she said she needed a ride home (which is near the hospital across town) because she missed the bus and she didn't want to walk home in this heat. She looked harmless (and unarmed) and I just couldn't say no to her. If I didn't take her home, what if she passed out because of heat stroke?! So I said, "Sure, I can give you a ride home." We walked to my car and after I got in, I looked over to the passenger side and noticed she had a little trouble getting in. She asked for my arm so she could anchor and pull herself up into my SUV. Once seated, she made a far reach just to shut car door but boy did she have muscle because she slammed it with no problem.

As we were riding, she asked many questions. What do you do? Are you married? What does your boyfriend do? Does he have a house? Oh you need to marry him! She also asked, "How old do you think I am?" I told her, "I bet you're older than you really look." I guessed 78 but she never confirmed. Somehow she avoided the question and went on to tell me other things about how she has no friends, how she longs for someone who understands her, how she's not close to her family, how she never trusted anyone enough to grow close to, etc. She then told me about her physical therapist/confidant who has been there for her but now feels that he's toying with her emotions. He calls himself her friend but won't give her his phone number and suggests that he'll call her but then never does. She thought it was absurd! How can he call himself her friend? So one day at church she told him, "You are NOT my friend," and she said this really got him mad. Then she looked at me and asked, "What do you think? What should I do? I should not have said that." Um, wait, you're asking me for advice?

At this point, we arrived in front of her apartment. She closed our conversation by asking if we could exchange phone numbers so we can talk and she can tell me her problems. I relunctantly took out my cell phone and started typing in her phone number. She asked if my number was long distance and I told her it was so then she quickly changed her mind.

I feel bad for this poor lady! She has no close friends or family and she sounds so lonely! And just as I'm typing this, I think I know what she needs: a therapist.

By the way, her accent was Lebanese. I asked.

P.S. The title of this blog is named after the motto of Phi Delta Chi. They are the Greek letters on one of my boyfriend's pens and that's what made me think of it. We really do need the help of others around us, whether we think it or not.

A love-hate relationship

I turn on the news to find out there are fires burning up in northern Calfornia. Sadly, a close friend of mine, her mom's house is in the evacuation area and 1 mile away from the fire (thank God right now it's moving away from her home). Luckily her mom was out of town when this happened but now is frantically driving back to see what's going on.

On the radio this morning, they played an audio clip of the Terminator (Arnold Schwarz.) officially delaring California in a state of drought.

I got an e-mail forward a few weeks ago with a well made slideshow that quizzed me on whether or not I knew what to do during an earthquake. There were 10 questions and I scored 50%; to me, this means I could've been dead. (Hey, we don't learn these things in school on the east coast). I took the quiz over and over until I got 100%.

Average price for regular gas (at the time that I'm writing this) in California: $4.49/gallon

Just last month though, we recommended to our guests various places that show off our pride and joy. The beach, the mountains, the wineries in Temecula are some examples and they loved them all.

Like I mentioned, it's a love-hate relationship and I guess I'm not moving anytime soon.

"Root, root, root, for the home team..."

NBA finals are on. Celtics vs. Lakers. Celts have won 2 out of the 7 games so far. Go Celtics! Can they win and add another championship banner to their already record breaking collection?

If you're from Connecticut, you don't have a professional home team to root for. Unless, you're still a Whaler fan and now they are no more. They didn't win any championships so the paraphernalia probably isn't worth anything right now. Ha! Anyway, that leaves the contiguous states of NY and MA to choose from. I chose the latter. I spent 6 years living in Boston so I've got a little place for them in my heart, you know? But if you talk to someone originally from Boston who is a hardcore fan (ie. Red Sox, Celtics), do not root against them in their face while you're at a game, unless you're ready for a fight. Seriously.

Now that I live in Southern California, I notice the locals here like their home team, but don't act like they REALLY like their home team. We went an Angels game once, and everyone is super nice and friendly, polite and the stadium is really clean and there aren't any super drunk obnoxious people screaming, etc. If you're in the bleachers at Fenway Park, you get the opposite. Fans are friggin' screaming (with their oh so refined accent), drunk off their asses, and if the Red Sox wins a really important game (let's say against the Yankees), some fans cannot control their damn selves! They start running the streets, jumping on cars, vandalizing crap, making noises all night at the bars until the sun comes up. If it's a victory at home for the Angels, everyone lines up calmly and walks to their car, drives and lines up in an organized fashion and leaves quietly...as if it were a practice fire drill! That's kinda of nice, too, though.

Nevertheless, I like being a Boston fan. I'll wear my Red Sox hat and t-shirt proudly to any baseball game (without the drunkardness and loud obnoxious comments). I usually watch games only if they're involved. Otherwise, I don't pay attention to a thing that's going on in the sports world. I know nothing about stats.

Can't wait to watch game 3 on Tuesday! Go Celtics!

FYI, that t-shirt is available on the Celtics website. Pretty ballsy, huh? The Laker website has nothing like that. See what I mean? Don't mess with a Boston fan.

Reunions

Okay, so when was the last time you saw your mom and dad? Me? Um, about 1.5 years ago. Yeah, I know. It's been THAT long. That's a long time for me! I talk to them almost everyday though so it's not like we don't keep in touch. But, I am happy to announce that they will be visiting me in July for the 4th and the week after. I am so excited! My parents have some plans of their own like, for example, they're going to my dad's high school reunion. He went to high school in Vietnam but they're having the celebration here in SoCal. Apparently, my high school is having their own reunion on July 25th but I don't think I'll be flying in for that. I'm depending on my friends who still live in CT to attend and then fill me in on all the updates of who's who and what's what. High school reunions...all they do is make you feel old!

Go Indians!

Suburbia

Gosh, I like visiting L.A. and hanging out with my friends but what I don't miss about city life is the driving, traffic, and coordination of figuring out where to eat and chill. I realize I liked doing that when I lived in the city and didn't own a car. That way, no worries about parking, you know? But, the flip side is that I do like the city and its variety. There's always something going on and something to do. Living in the suburbs has some of that but on a much smaller scale, I guess. I love where I live, though. It's got history, character, some culture, (the most Thai and Japanese restaurants in a 4 mile radius), free PARKING, and free summer shows in the local outdoor theater. I live 2.5 miles away from work (thus, only fill up my gas tank about once a month) and am able to enjoy the most kick ass view of the surrounding mountains, that's if L.A.'s smog doesn't make its way out here and screw it all up by covering it!

Live green people.

And we're back...

What made me decide to blog again is not clear. Maybe I felt the need to document my thoughts again. Or maybe I just wanted to have an outlet. Either way, it feels good.

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You know when your life has entered another chapter or stage when your friends start having babies. Just these past 3 months I've congratulated three mothers and there's another one on the way. My mom takes this as her cue to encourage me to "hurry up!". Dude, we'll be ready when we're ready! We're not even engaged, yet! And, I'm okay with that.

I know it's harder to bear children the older you get and all. But, I figure there will be ways to overcome that. Perhaps baby yoga?

On to other things...

If you guys wants to listen to a bumpin' new radio station based in LA, check out http://www.thesoundla.com/ and stream it in. It's an ecclectic mix of the past and present...

Until I blog again,

J Dogg